There are many reasons why i am not too fond on texas.
One major reason being the laws. Texas cops say that a parent can do whatever they please to detain there child. Does that count dragging them through the parking lot of wal-mart? I guess so.
i’m on a road trip with my dad.
Just him and i. we drove to texas academy down south.
Texas academy is pretty much like bootcamp. I wasn’t prepared for this. I had to do PT. Physical training. It was pretty hardcore. Hardcore shitty. I thought i was going to die. I’m not cut out for this, ha. It made me feel obese.
I’m sorry. To my dad, my mom, my family, austin, jordan and anyone else i dragged into my bullshit. You guys didn’t do anything to ever deserve any of the things i put you through. But please, dont give up on me. I’m trying. I am.
Mom & dad;
It’s hard for me to change it is. and i know, i’m hard headed and i’m stubborn. but i’m gonna turn this around. i’m gonna turn myself around. I just need some freedom, i need an ounce of trust. And i know, its hard to trust me. And let me do things. But if i can just get those little things, i can do it. I can turn around. You’re probably thinking “why would we do it? She deserves nothing.” And you’re right. I don’t. But it will help. I can’t guarentee that i will stay sober forever. I can’t guarantee that i will ever stop cigarrettes, i’m sure i never will. And i’m sorry for that, but i will try. I promise i will.
I won’t put you through this stuff anymore. Because i can’t lose you guys. Mom, dad, austin, chase and jordan. I love you all. I need you all. Without you guys, i’d be dead. Guarantee it.
So thank you
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Chase motherfucking Klander,
I’m sure you’re aware of your ranking in my life. You’re ranked #2. Austin being #1 of course. You’re fucking awesome, and I love you c:
I’m sure I wouldn’t survive if I didn’t have you. Fuck everyone. Ride or die.
BFF. KKK.
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despite everything that’s been happening, these past couple of days I have never been happier. I spent the days with the people I care about the most and I wouldn’t change it for anything in the world. the reason why I am alive is because of them.
Austin Frederick is my amazing boyfriend.
Jordan Ghaffari is my best friend.
Chase Klander is my best friend/partner in crime.
I
Am
Alive.
FUCK.
